2019 Reflection – Part (2/2)
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Here’re what I’ve learnt or where I’ve changed in 2019.
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Here’re what I’ve learnt or where I’ve changed in 2019.
âWhat is the biggest lesson of the year?â
What makes you think you won’t do the same? I hope I wouldnât, but I donât know.
In times of my struggles, I have questioned myself if I hold on to some beliefs out of conviction or convenience.
Let alone work, .. if youâre a new parent, arenât your routine quite decided for the next 15 years or something? So do you just quit out of boredom?
Living for myself, self discovery, right?Â
So I dug and dug within and .. did I find gold .. ? I would have found gold first in Sovereign Hill the other week when I went panning with my nephew! But in my heart, I found only endless digging.Â
People meant well to cheer you on, but you prefer them quiet.
Oh alright, I haven’t trained much since week 8.
You’d think less time in fundraising = more time in training. The opposite is true. May be this speaks of the general human problem (mine for one!), you perform better when watched, no?
Commemoration of past events is understandable, but insistence on tradition based on myth is baffling,